Through the Light and Darkness

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Hi everyone,
sorry for the late update..
been busy and sick lately
so I dont really have the time and mood to update the blog
anyways
let me update you all on what happened these few weeks
lets see...
eat,sleep,study,sleep,eat,study,sleep
yup
thats preety much about it
NOT
these few days I'm having the sick bug
fever,flu and diarrhea
weird combination
I know
but well
its been stressing for me
exams coming soon
X_X
when I think about it,my whole body just turns to ice
Also,
I have some good news
I passed my first driving exam!
thank you everybody who congratulated me
missing Jus Jus so much,
yes kilrogue
I miss you too
One more test to go and I can drive!
cant wait for that day to happenXD
hmm...
what else happened this few days...
nothing
=.=
Hello all,
sorry for not updating frequently like I promised
Some may know that i'm busy these few days
Anyway...
I set up a new blog theme
Let me know what do you think about it
Either take the survey or tell me in the chatbox.
Finally my skin is beggining to cure up
thanks to new york skin
although I have to endure excruciating pain for 3 hours there
Also....
thanks to Pn.Sasni for her Aloe Vera plant
Used it for 1 day only
and my skin is visibly much more better
seriously,
I really recommend it to people who have been suffering for acne
Just extract the gel from the plant and apply it directly to ur face
believe me,
it works.
Yesterday,
went to Pavilion with JusJus
we walk and done some window shopping
I bought a shirt and a new pair of sunglasses(finally)
will upload the pics soon
as soon as my face heals up
then I will upload itXD.
Now having stomach ache....
So painful...
At least I can lose weight
ahahaha!
well...
anyway...
pm me or msg me if got anything ya^_^
Today was my driving class,
the instructor came to pick me up at my house,
and we drove to usj4,
in USJ 4,
he stopped the car and showed me the car parts,
I was like ok...
ok...
and then he asked me to drive,
When I drive,
I keep touching the gear stickXD
the instructor said dont keep touching but I still touchXD
then,
when going uphill that time,
the car engine died....
I try to start the car,
but the car wont start,
the instuctor said that the car got problem
then we waited for the mechanic to come,
the mechanic one start can d...
We tried so many bloody fricking times
and he can start it with just on turn
zzzzz
anyway...
the instructor said that my leg with the clutch got problem
so i must trian more!
then I can get my own car
Myvi here I come!
Its the PMR holiday now,
form 3 jia you hor!
thanks to all of you...
at least I can enjoy my aircon in my room while I study(I'm so mean)
sorry for not updating these few days(jon jon)
very stress you know...
Especially Add Maths(god i hate it so much)
Luckily accountancy wont need it
41 more days to SPM=STRESS=Seperti Pukul Mati
Anyway...
Lets review the subjects I'm taking shall we?
5 mandatory subjects which is:
English(easy)
BM(can get A)
Sejarah(Most is B,I think)
Modern Maths(can get A)
Science(most probably A)
Moral(damn bad la this subject)
3 additional subjects which is:
Ekonomi Asas(I hate this so much,B i think)
Add Maths(even worse,I suck at this)
Prinsip Perkaunan(this is a must to get A)
Argh.....
someone help me....
damn ��g now....
First exam,
then work,
then family problem,
theres only so much a guy my age can take you know...
sooner or later,
I think I will die of exshaution
add maths,maths and accounts.....
haiyo....
someone help me ar!!
Anyone can gimme one on one tuition?
seriously need help now
Went to Bangsar Village Warehouse Sale today
1 word
useless
the clothes are disgusting
As most of you know,
today my school organise a trip to SEGi colledge to attend an add maths seminar,
my class was only selected for the seminar(which is lucky)
I arrived at the school as usual,
then I sat down alone in the cafeteria(I always sit alone because of some drama that happened this year)
and started to think like I always do,
when suddenly I remember something,
I forgot my permission slip!
Quickly I ran to the nearest empty classroom and phoned my dad,
I always bring my phone in case of an emergency,
Then cannot get through!
I tried again,
Still cannot get through!
I was beginning to panic,
then suddenly the school bell ring,
I was like...
OMG
luckily we have to go to class first
in my class I phoned my dad again
this time I got through and he picked up
I quickly told him the situation and pleaded him to quickly rush here
Then we had to go down to the canteen to wait for the bus
my heart was beating like a firing machine gun
when Pn.Vijaya(god bless her)asked for the forms
Cold sweat was already coming out from my body
and it was raining that time
Luckily my dad came just in time,
I ran to the school gate,
took the paper,
and dashed back to Pn.Vijaya
Damn dramatic right?
After that,
I took the bus with my class to SEGi colledge which is next to Summit
I sat alone(again obviously)
When we reached the colledge,
I walked alone again
The lecture was on the tenth floor
and the lecturer name was Mr.Saravanan
But he only lectured on two topics
which are
Functions and Differentiation
The weird incident was
a girl at the back of me keep staring at me
everytime I turn around I would find her staring at me
as though she was facinated by me
at the end of the seminar
I was waiting in the lobby for my classmates
She also was there
when she saw me
she quickly walked towards me and give me her hp number
I didnt even ask for it!
then she hugged me and felt shy and ran away
I was rooted there on the spot
My classmates stared at me in wonderment
their mouths like gargoyles
kena stoned I call it
anyway...
went out with Jus Jus just now
went to this digital fair?
crappy place
not fun at all
came back and studying now
haha^_^

Faceless

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Just now Jus Jus came to my house...
He said he want to give me a suprise
I waited for him
I was afraid when he see my face he'll run away...
When he arrived and I went out
I saw his face
he was in shock
My face was worse than last time
Turns out the suprise was potato chips
I told him yesterday I have a potato chip craving
and he purposely bought and come to give it to me..
I was so touched and embarressed to see him...
Sigh...
he says its ok...
I'm scared that it'll become worst...
Crying now..
I'm so unlucky to have this kind of skin..
I'm happy to have him saying I love you to me...
but after he saw my face..
I wonder..
Whether he will say that to me again
When he saw me...
He said..
"What happen to your face!"
I said
"I dont know..I told you it became worse..."
He said
"Dont worry la...I'm sure it'll go away soon"
His face was very worried...
I'm so afraid to meet people now..
Tommorow is the opening of the school...
I wonder how I can face everybody...
Maybe this is the chinese saying No Face...
I am faceless now..
I dont even know where to put my face..
sigh..
what to do..
feel like killing myself now..
let me show you my face...

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